I feel not right
I don't feel right at home now, i heard a wired sound, sounds like someone is playing with the lighter..
It makes me feel so bad, that when i need someone, the one isn't here. I know people all have their stuff need to do, I am not saying that i am important so that people should stand by ..
Chinq called me immediately when I msg him, how sweet is he.. :) but I felt that's not enough, cause he was driving, and I don't want him talk while driving, or should I say riding? Chinq prefered me go to bed earlier.. how would a person sleep thro.. while they fear bout something...?
Anyway, I don't wanna bother Jeff, cause he is sleeping now, and Eliza, well I guess she is having problems, I meant, she got hips of problems, bout 2 guys.. well.. let's leave her a quiet space.
That is a big lie, when someone says when you need me, I will be there. Even tho, I used to say it to people, to good friends, seriously, it's a big lie, you not hanging around with friends 24/7, everyone all got their own things to do, friend may feel sad while you are busy working.. sleepin'.. wondering around..
i am sad.. who find me sad?